My Birthday today ( Greatful to my creator and saviour)

Years ago when I was under my parents care , God were not in the picture especially my father but I thanked and praise God even to remember the childhood not a perfect upbringing because my father used to drink alcohol almost eveyday but praise God for those years of soul searching what is really the purpose of my life . I thank God for showing me and continues working with my imperfection . I have house to live and comfort , job with a moderate decent income  to earn money to survive daily, family to share pain and blessings . What a mixture of may years painful testing and result of spiritual blessings to know him and God continues His work in my life and my family. Why Do my soul not thirst of the living God ? Is it because of daily task and care of the world ? Find myself bewilderred many times and kneeling down before my saviour and asking His forgiveness and to touch my imperfect heart constantly . I felt good whenever I face Him with all my heart without any doubts that He loves me, cares , provides for me and reassure me that He knows everything within me and I can not hide myself from Him. Anyway because it is my birthday today I need to thank my father and my mother becuase those imperfection they loved me and gave me life and praise God by the end they knew God and those imperfection were already removed by GOD becuase they repented and accepted Christ as their Lord and Saviour and both my parents are enjoying their saviour in heaven .THANK GOD AND PRAISE YOU LORD OF MY LIFE BECAUSE you are giving me  another year to live .